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Chaplain Nica
I use the funds to travel and share Jesus The Christ's love, in a non denominational manner. I use it for my traveling ministry, that for now, has come to an end. My reach has been severely limited, for my traveling ministry.
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Before I had a clothing line & a commerce site to go with it to hopefully one day use it to help cloth homeless children and their parents. In the process of building, I would build from there to clothe many across the globe. Then it was removed.
I had a channel to spread universal love by our creator... whomever yours is, too. We have a common interest and GOAL when it comes to making this world a better place.
YouTube banned me... All I do is to get one to try and think outside of the box because, us doing the same thing has gotten us into this bad situation. So, I lost the ability to advertise, monetize, etc. .. change over - switch, modify approach
Also, my time in FL. has come to an end. I'm forced into retirement like many others, by the economy, and now I am saving to move back to Scottsdale, AZ, to continue my ministry. I would accept help in this endeavor. Along the drive there, Snoopy and I shall stop to proselytize. If you'd like for us to stop and have conversations, let us know. Contact info is on YouTube as well.
As we pass through, we can perform group weddings and baptisms as well. See, your local courts for proper marriage paperwork.
When I do get on the road, I'll post our route. I'd like for you to also keep an eye on me, so if I disappear, again, hopefully someone will notice and help.
I do hope that North Scottsdale is still relatively a safe place? The clubs moved in immediately after I moved 😣 I would have stayed for the Trance clubs.
Once there, back in AZ., this money will be put towards, still to this ministry, school lunches, wifi; clothing, seasonal and birthday gifts for children, children's hospitals, etc. for those in foreign countries & USA, visiting homes, places of worship.... with the best transparency that we can offer.
Using a V.A. loan, I plan to purchase a home, where the public is invited to worship, as it will be a place for worship.... free. We shall also enjoy uplifting music, sacrament, baptisms?, conversations and make those silly faces, when 'that' song hits us, just right. Many conversations, spiritual and non, shall be had.
Dogs are welcomed but either bring bags to pick up after your pet or dig a hole and completely bury it. If the rest of us do not monitor this and poop becomes and issue, pets will no longer be invited. #simple
Perhaps have a 'fet' slave or 2 keep the designated area clean?
**** **** I would LOVE to have a piece of land with it - or - apart if necessary, with a huger than huge evangelical tent, for these same RAVE worship sessions........ and in the military theme, let's call this; M.A.S.H. Unit Group Therapy. Unless someone wants to donate property, for us?
In the meantime, if this is a location where homeless are nearby, they can have shelter, join the celebration? Maybe others there can/will help if they are able to do so? Have scheduled port-o-potty visits, definitely?
I invite others to join me in this mission, - to unite the world in peace -, love, unity and respect.
**** Now and later, all funds are used towards proselytizing.
In any of the videos on YouTube, where I am wearing the 'collar', white jacket with red flowers or even the green jacket; all of them have my contact information in them. 😆
You've got several to choose from. 🤣 ☹ 😳 There's also my podcast.
The reason it's that way, is because, I am still Human and perform no miracles. We don't really want to answer questions that we've already answered. Help us out, by doing your part.
Remember..., I've said that I had to go through some 💩, to understand some 💩? These videos go over the more common thoughts & questions, that come from thinking, particularly after investigating a few different cults/religions.
Sometimes, the H.S. can get really annoying, never shutting up, 💩, I'm the lucky one who gets this part.🙇♀️
...Thankfully, you won't. - Never shutting up ... always causing me to think... to write... for you. So, if it seems like a lot, maybe the extra is for the other person who needs it. Please, have understanding and patience.
Thinking outside of religions box... just like your job asks you to think outside of the box... to excel, exceed, to move on up... maayyybe, that's why religions were created... to get you to think about why there are different ones? Everything happens for a reason, correct? Our creator, makes no mistakes, right? 💩 to think about, huh, 🤔.
AFTER, we see that you've read something, at least, YES, WE will get back to you in the order that it's received. 👍 We're sure that you can both understand as well as appreciate our request/favor to ask you for.
Of course, when it's about relationship issues and such, we know that we've not already answered. YOU are totally welcomed to just hit the contact button, on YouTube. 👍
Okay, I was made to put it out there like that. The devil did not make me do it. The Holy Spirit, did.
My plans sort of intertwine. I love to dance my own version of contemporary freestyle, lol. I move to my own drummer. Many have seen me on these cruises, takeovers and parties. I'd love to combine this with my ministry, explaining how songs can be interpreted spiritually, instead of the main stream way - so-to-speak, thereby making them 'clean', helping to bring actual healing energy, to these cruises, not just a costumed theme night. Like I said, my soul awakened or I'm schizophrenic, either way, let's have some fun, in an extremely positive light. I'm still a Chaplain, a cool one at that!
With this, my congregation, flock, soulja's, learn at different 'stations', as we did in the military. But since I love to cruise, I'd love to combine this with a naval aspect, lol. The other components will be involved, too. There's more detail to this but I shall wait to share...
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When sharing healing energy (through my hands, as Christ & religions will do) as Trance, uh, Kundalini Diva, I also move in my own version of a trance like state. I'm in total bliss, as I share this healing energy. Others around the world share it, why can't I? ( Don't we all have different personas, as we speak to family, co-workers, boss, friends... are we not different with each? I simply give these segments names 😀 so you know 'who' you are dealing with 😆 )
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Let's 'amp' up or 'elevate' our positive vibes by exploring our spiritual side, keeping it fun, no falling asleep and YES check the score of the game. BTW... been on / in International waters at night? Calming like mountain top view. And the stars.... - with all of this (and more, if this idea sells) doesn't seem like it would create a tighter following, aka business, for a company?
I did try this once, with a travel agency for these cruises. They said no to this idea, without even inquiring. They would not allow exceptions during COVID, in our quest for 10 trips to get a free one. If we chose to stay home and healthy, we lost the accrued trips. That's how they chose to reward the people who made them as huge as they became, in their 15 years. So, I stopped going, bad energy man, bad karma to follow, in some way.
Do I write a lot?... If I don't write, how will you get to know who I am?
😣 3 days ago, Florida was voted the most rude state. I blame Miami lol. I can't take the humidity any more. Oh, you can keep the mosquitoes, too! I miss the people who say hello to strangers.. who say hello in return. I miss climbing mountains, riding my bike while not drowning in humidity! The rain in Fl, oh, the rain. Unless you wear a hair piece, fellas, too, it's a bad hair day, every day. At any moment! Being a heat casualty once, is more than enough. Dry heat is much better, for many reasons such staying in shape. Tired of the weight 🎢 roller-coaster.
In AZ, tons of peeps loved to help shoot content, free or paid, they were, not only did they show up on time, unlike peeps in FL, they did not 'expect' something in return, be it money, smoke out, clubbin' or other. It was understood, like humans who give a care, that no one would be taken for granted. LOVE and APPRECIATION would always be given / shown. My personal experience in FL, yes, could be very different than your experience. I still wish to call AZ home, again.
Negative attitudes as mentioned above
Customs and traditions are GREAT. But when you come to a country for a BETTER life, do not bring that negative attitude & habits!! Smile if you are a cashier, particularly! Be helpful! Stop with the negative attitude, because you said if you came to this country, you'd be happy. I dated a guy from Venezuela, I think it was. He commented on the fact that I said hello to a lot of strangers. He said that it was not customary to do so, where he came from and asked why do I do it. Okay but YOU came to the USA where we DO say hello. CHANGE your NEGATIVE habits or go back home! You bring the negative shit here, then ask for asylum, etc? Yes, I said it, keeping it real. PC-ness is part of our problem. BTW, a few days later, he parted ways.
PERHAPS when a person comes to the USA, as a part of their pledge, classes in mannerisms and customs should be taught? I mean, in the military we train in these things before we go to another country... just thinking again.
I came for the beaches as well as access to Jamaica. Well, through my posts, you see how Jamaica turned out. Beaches, here in FL, well, guys use it for a pick up spot, I can't relax for some guy strolling by 'advertising' his self. Never mind dance. They pull up a chair so closely, I should get a garter for my thigh!! Pompano - well everyone began to charge for parking access to a FREE beach. Seriously?
I still have my personalized plate for AZ (see it in photos above)
Not meaning TMI, but if I don't mention why, you'll wonder what's really up. Now, that I explained, it sounds like 'bitching', but... am I? I'm not being negative, arg, just saying, it's no longer for me, FL. Too many negative situations. If I don't write, how will you get to know who I am?
Basically, it's much easier to stay in shape & be much happier in AZ.
While there are definitely those that will say I am a bitch or pain in the ass, I'd say that who isn't, at one time or another? We all have #noexcuse bad days. I'm only human.
I am no different. I am not picky. I just know what I want, having lived 60 years, so far and have seen, done & experienced many things. See, old folks ain't ornery, just tired of the same BS, disguised in what ever way... it's still the same.
Also, they would definitely say how easy it was to say things they have never told anyone else. They'd say how surprised they were about how down-to-earth I am. Most importantly, they'd say how much they appreciate my confidentiality. I do not share what is not wanted to be shared.
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I wasn't always a Chaplain, which is why I placed a few different photos in my YouTube banner. If the person that you are seeking for guidance or thoughts from, hasn't 'spoken' or 'lived' your language, how can they give responses that blend in nicely, with your thoughts or life?
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I've been given a gift, so-to-speak. People have always felt calm enough and safe enough, to simply just tell me things, without any prompting. People have naturally felt safe with me, they treated me well. To give back, unsuspectingly, I gave thoughts that inspired them. The only time a person says that I am 'giving lessons', is when a person feels guilty and knows they are in the wrong, but are unable to admit it, yet. But, I've done it because it was wanted or I've done it on the sly. Sometimes, you have to sneak in from the side and not head on. Later my words will run through their head, and they'll quietly smile to their self, realizing it, only then..
Now, over 20 years later from when I first began this, I'm where I should be and that is; to be here for you.
ONCE UPON A TIME...
I used to attend church. As a new member of different churches, I dove in, to the details of the new belief system. I wanted to see which religion, was the correct religion.
It was some time after that when I realized, "hey, I never read any 'thing' from Jesus or later, Christ, saying that we should separate into different religions. I also never read any 'thing' by Him saying to create a 'bible' because these particular words are 'holy' and we should teach from it." Man is who said 'let's put these writings together and make them holy'. For me, yeah, okay, how do we know that these writers told the exact truth? Do those who write books today tell the truth, 100%? You don't need a degree to know that the answer is 'no'.
That is what separated me from involvement in any religion. I've always practiced Matt 7:12 and continued to do so. See, some books are excellent... just maybe not holy. Yes, I believe in Christ and His - Our Eternal Creator, Father.
It was at one particular church (also pre internet), that a woman, who could read or see aura's, told me that I had a beautiful white glow around me. I had no clue about chakras, then. When that memory of her hit me, it made me so happy and filled me with warmth.
When it comes to spiritual counseling, I do not charge, as Christ did not charge.
At this moment, this is the best time for full disclosure; I used to be in the Swinger Lifestyle. It was during this time, that I was able to polish my skills, even more, as a 'mediator' or 'guidance' friend. Now, that I am a Chaplain, it works great, to be able to focus on points, other chaplains may not be so great for. This is also for the reason I call myself Goddess, others started it, I hold on to it.
This puts me in a very wonderful, unique position. Without realizing it, I was a Chaplain while in this lifestyle!!! I'd forgotten, that part, but I lived for the Greater Good, while doing so. I really didn't disclose that part. Sigmund... what do you say about that?
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I come from a very dysfunctional family, like most of us. My parents are now deceased. No, my father would not approve of my statements, hard core Catholic. I don't believe that my mom would have cared, either way. My 2 sons were raised with me being single, without help from their father, for the most part. They rebelled as normal. We are still dysfunctional. They have both chosen to not have any contact, with me and I honor it. Yes, I have tried a few times. We can agree to disagree on how long a mother is supposed to try. I can easily look at myself in the mirror and that's what's important. You can't force anyone to care. There's a time when one has to let go. Whey their both ready, I will be here, for them.
I am still the same person that I was before, just improved, as we all improve. I say that to say, having given them over 7 years to get over whatever it was, never choosing to discuss whatever it was - is, with me, I do hope that now that my name is known, they won't suddenly find cause to discuss & 'forgive' whatever it was. Same with my sister. It's been over 20 years with her and the rest of my family.
My brother is a Preacher, of 20+ years, in California, now he is in Texas. I told him that I felt like something major was about to happen, though I wasn't sure what it would be. He really didn't inquire or feel 'involved'. I said that it felt like it had to do with healing or helping the world or something It also involved something with a gun. Then 2 weeks later my soul awakened. I told him the big 'thing' happened and he never asked me anything about it. He just said "oh wow, okay". Why wouldn't he ask so he could go share this gospel? Gospel means 'good news', and this was good news! Shouldn't he want to know for his self or his flock?
He and I, of course, disagree that he should take a paycheck, when Jesus did not. I have mentioned this in the past to him, so, no surprise. I brought it up again. I asked him, "with all of the hardships going on, people are barely making ends meet, and he takes their money, as a paycheck"? His response was, "they don't know what I've been through!" Wow, was all I could say, as my stomach churned. That helped me to understand why, after 20+ years as a preacher, why his soul hasn't awakened. He did go to 'mans' school, after all, to become 'holy'. Actually... I did say something, I said "I don't think that this response or attitude is very Christ-like". Not saying people don't change, when it comes to jail.
While he and I were on a video call. I was able to 'meet' his 2 daughters. Wow, while very beautiful and adorable, they were as quiet as church mice. They seemed so afraid to utter a word even when he gave them time to speak. His wife was at work, as he stays home to work. The girls are very talented with the extra training that he give them. But --- having been through things myself.... they seemed more afraid than anything. I did comment on how quiet they were but was afraid to make things worse for them, if I spoke up. I DON'T know if anything other than 'hard core' training is happening, I could just feel the 'tension' or something coming through.
BTW, this makes me wonder, I love my brother, but we are all human and fall at times. Knowing that many find god, in jail, and it's just a game. Most learn to better their craft... Makes me wonder if his 'illness' is real? I'm sure that his wife has been to the Dr. with him, not just papers, that can be faked. I say this because, he says that he has some illness, where he can not be among the public... but his family is among the public and can bring whatever illness home, causing him harmful health issues? Lol, I mean, making a comment such as that, I mean frigging wow, right? I'm no Dr, and just because it fits doesn't mean that I am right. Apologies, if I am wrong, bro. Love ya.
As far jail, well, I've been there, too. But I was missing. 3 weeks I blacked out, The Holy Spirit had me up to something (Aug 2024). But I went after my soul awakened, lol. I'm still trying to remember details.
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Once self-employed, now retired. I'm 80% military disability and I use my own funds to travel and proselytize. If I'm such a mental case, I should be 100%, right? I do not pass a plate and ask for money from anyone. If I help you, I still do not ask. If I travel to you, donations are still not asked for. But understand that I might not be able to get to you, just yet.
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Yes, I am married but it's not for love. Doing some time in the mental ward, brought up the fact that we sometimes need a legal person by our side. My house mate asked me to marry him, so, we both could have an immediate person there to care and help us. But my disappearing wasn't something anyone could help, immediately. He did drive to Pike, McComb, MS. to rescue me. I'd taken Snoopy to the local animal shelter, at least, thanks Holy Spirit (or schizophrenia).
He's got me by 9 years, so there are reasons that I help, in return. But he does have family, if we did divorce. So, he'll be just fine. 😇
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Full disclosure: I used to be in the
When my sons were about 5-6 years old, I told them the truth. The first few years, I let them have their fun. I know others may not feel the same about the truth so, I 'threatened' my sons. I told them that if I ever found out that they told another child that there was no Santa, they would not get as many presents anymore!
In no way did I have them feel left out. They still got many gifts.
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As civilization grew, so did marketing and the buying to 'keep up with the Jones'. As an adult, no, Christmas is for kids. Marketing pressures us into feeling like we have to buy adults gifts too. It's not even about us, adults. We just go in deeper debt.
USE THIS MONEY SAVED to pay down bills, save for a rainy day and definitely, do spend more time with your family because, don't you always say, that you wish you had more time for them?
Yes, and no. Yes, because we discuss your life to find the root of the issue(s). Yes, because you'll leave feeling better because your energy will be more balanced. No, because it's not laying on of hands. Because your mind is more at ease, yes, your health will improve, again improving your energy.
Mental health correlates with our Chakra
There is more than one way to do most anything, right?
Traditional Reiki or tuning instruments may remind your energy/aura, whatever, how their 'rhythm is supposed to be, but unless you treat the cause (mental health), you'll be back paying them, yet, again.
Christ never taught us to have other religions. So, why buy or have crosses, rosaries, Jewish tokens, etc.?
If your brother, cousin or uncle once removed was killed with a gun, would you hang the gun or a knife, as a necklace or wall decor, hang it on your rear view mirror, in remembrance? Christ is our brother, I choose to not have any items.
I have no wall hangings or 'photos' of Jesus because we don't know what he looked like! I prefer to not buy any fake photos, that make me more broke and others more rich. These are 'deep fakes'. Besides, I'm pretty sure what he looked like on Earth is nothing like what he truly looks like, in the Eternal Realm.
You do you.
Butt, butt, butt.... um these same people with diamond grills, 15 cars, 7 houses are wearing crosses; thanking 'God', are the same people committing 19 crimes, of all sorts, becoming famous or infamous for not being Christ like at all!
What's the saying? Actions speak louder than words.
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So, if you are able to not be Christ like, really, at all, then what supernatural being is really behind your success, fooling you?
Being that Jesus (or as Christ) never taught us to have religion, why do we have church? Money? Celebrate at home, as a family (strengthens the family better than being at church). Gather at a friends. Jesus always kept it simple... but anyway...
The public, is my flock, so, I can share my ministry at any given moment. I call my flock, 'Soulja's'. Being an Army Vet, I thought it fits rather well! At Drill (not church) we recharge for the fight against bad energy, aka evil. What better place to conduct Drill, than in [soon to be] empty churches?
We are all Soulja's! We were born to conquer, we were raised and trained for war! (Like the Tommy Less song, Spartan Soldier) We keep PLUR at the ready.
I have no office because, it feels too clinical. How much more can one be relaxed, while taking a walk, sitting in the living room, patio, their own home turf, at a park...?
Retreats, guest speaking of all sorts, etc., I'd love to be your guest.
Schizophrenia carries a very dark outcome. Every thing that I do is for the greater good. Totally opposite results. It's a conversation in my head, yes, but it also is a 'knowing'. The conversations that I/we have, they are in my own (mental) 'voice'. That's as best that I can explain it.
I'm being guided both consciously and unconsciously... in all moments of my day.
Having The Holy Spirit, God The Father and my opened 3rd eye, aka The Divinity, might be what's trying to happen to others. But because they are prescribed medications, these people are in torment, a living Hell. Meanwhile the hospital makes money.
I was in the VA Mental Clinic, I saw first hand what was going on. The Dr.s did prescribe me medications, also. I took them at first, it was okay,, I was protected by The Holy Trinity.
On their scheduled routine, I had 8 Dr.s, in a line standing over me, as I sat freezing on my bed, asking me questions about how I felt and if I was suicidal, yet none actually sat me down, one on one, to find out what was really going on. NONE of them did a gosh damn thing to help me heal. They simply sent me on my merry little way, on home. I had virtual Dr visits, making sure that I stayed on my meds, happened, but the 1 on 1 virtual visits with a psych Dr., never happened. Now, 13 + months later, it's safe to say that, I've been forgotten. I had diagnosed PTSD anxieties, logged but never treated. Drugs for an incorrect diagnosis. I left the hospital taking medications that were not needed, wrongly prescribed.
How the F--K are we to heal???!! Yes, I went in under cover, for you. I did say that I would die for you. But the Divinity said "Not now, my child. It's time, for you to leave, for there is much more work, still, to be done.
YouTube & Face Book, both deleted my accounts - locked me out & banned me - all I did was to try to speak on world peace and equality for all. They said the 2 accounts were about porn. At that time it was not... in the past, when it sorta was sexy but not porn, neither company had an issue. Though many of us have watched straight up sex on these 2 sites. What was it about me or others, to have this experience?
Please, give me my account back. Give others, who have been treated unfairly, their account access back, too.
Again, I was under cover by the Holy Trinity... and I didn't even know it. Yeah, just so I can speak up.
https://www.youtube.com/@trancedivahealer3451
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